diff pple, diff taste, diff ways to destress
Monday, June 18, 2007
in a nutshell diff people have diff interests
some pple are slaves to the comp
dota
wow
maple
cs
u name it
u got it
hours spent in front of the comp?
no problem
as long as u get the satisfaction
others swear by clubbing/pubbing
dancing the nite away
drinking
picking up chicks
possible fights breaking out
sports fan indulging in their passions
sweating it out
for me
i just cant seem to find something that realli makes me feel on cloud nine
other hobbies provide temporary relief
not to mention are costly
everytime look foward to bookout
but when bookout dunno what to do
pple criticise my choice of relaxation
but hey
its my choice
my life
theres a reason why people do things
its just that outsiders see things in their perspective
they dont c it in other peoples views
playing games is supposed to be fun
but sometimes it can get downright frustrating
especially when it comes to vsing others
its the instinct to want to win
winning at all costs
playing dirty
is winning so important?
yeah it seems so in this society
exams
promotions
pay rise
cash, car, card, career
love
politics
backstabbing
everything in sg points to one thing
the constant need to be on top.........
not to mention rising prices
and yet wages aint rises as fast
increasing cost of living
u work for what?
i seriously dont know
is the grass greener on the other side
maybe?
1:50:00 AM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
lots of things on my mind now
first up is uni stuff
visited the idp fair today
with my crappy grades is hard to even qualify for some of aussies unis
can qualify for jcu, murdoch
uwa can try
unsw requirements much higher......
anu is another tough one
whatever i'll be glad to be accepted into ani uni that can offer a recognised degree
the question is what field
right now its either economics/biz admin
but entry requirements higher for ba
sigh...... also got to factor in the tuition costs
well its still cheaper than us/uk
but more ex than locals
but but
i dun realli want to stay in sillypore
i wanna c the outside world
a diff culture from this semi -dictatorsip of the ruling party
next
fighting my inner demons
im already feeling the effects of staying away from the arcade
this desire to play
get my dosage of racing action
what the hell
just one day
and im feeling so darn irritated
another more pressing one which i wont discuss here
since there may be minors reading
pple keep teasing me bout it
others hound me
i aint gonna retaliate violently
why?
cos otherwise some heads will roll
literally
its been really farking long since i unleashed
100% anger at other people
be fearful cos when i really do..........
lets just say get ready for volcanic eruption
the size of krakatoa
2:05:00 AM
